overdue

okay okay so i'm way past my deadline. this every-other-day-posting-thing is becoming unrealistic. you know as your project or job or whatever winds down, you would think your work would too. but not here homie. it just gets worse everyday, but i am greatful to be so busy.... really.... just keep reminding me that i am. so i think i will change my commitment to post ONCE A WEEK, i'll aim for more often than that though.

there's really nothing new:

- i can't wait to get this paper grading out of my life. whoever out there wants to be a teacher... think about it twice i mean really. i think teaching is a scary career choice for someone that is idealistic like i am. you will spend your entire life on trying to reah every kid and of course there will always be some that will fall through the cracks and you won't be able to let it go, you won't be coming home to eat dinner... you won't be sleeping... etc. not to say, that that's whats happening with me of course.... everyone knows i know not to bring work home right?

-serious poll for whoever reads this: who thinks i'm a workaholic? who thinks i have a stress problem?

- i realized today that i am officially stressed. i never knew this though. who knows for how long i've been stressed. i feel like i feel fine but the stress is showing physically. i look like circa fall '05 (for those of you who know what i looked like during those trials and tribulations.....). at least now that i've noticed the physical signs i'll be able to recognize when i've seriously stressed from now on.

- i've been complaining to some that i can't seem to find a job, that is when i find the time to actually speak to anyone. secretly though, deep deep down inside... i think i'm hoping no job will want me. i just don't see me being happy anywhere...

- so far all these points have been negative so i'm sitting here trying hard to think of something positive... OH! I'M PROUD TO REPORT THAT I HAVE THE MOLD SITUATION UNDER CONTROL!! thanks for all your concern, shout out to mommy! i just might be ready for motherhood and all that jazz.