responsibility

(windhoek, namibia) it just hit me. i'm in namibia. all by myself. i have my own apartment. i got here all by myself (with the help of you all of course). but really, no one made me fill out the application. i did it all by myself. no one made me accept the fellowship. i did it all myself. in effect, this time i flew myself half way across the world. this time it was my direct decision. this time, i take responsibility.